I hold the hope that you will too

You’ll understand when you’re older

Like a mantra you cried into my arms

The weight of a burden built for a community

You and me 

Don’t leave, honey

I don’t understand how,

I love you 

Can I sleep in your bed tonight?

Rubbing your back

I won’t make a sound I promise

Don’t leave, honey

I don’t understand,

How I love you 

I won’t wake you with my fears 

Let me stay and learn the comfort 

That comes from soothing your hair

Don’t leave, honey

I don’t understand how I continue to love you

Holding you– 

Until you’re older

I understood it then

I carry it with me