My first kiss tasted
slimy and warty
The frog wanted to turn into a prince
I thought it was kinda
Cute
And that maybe I could help him
It didn’t work
But I remember trying
//
My first love
Was a goddess of music
Her father
Thought of me as less than dirt
A mortal
I’d become nothing more then rotting flesh
How could I match her divinity
When I was destined for the underworld?
//
My first time–
Didn’t happen.
//
I made a bargain with Death.
I begged for an ending
She asked for my soul
To let her keep it
To let her love that it was here but hers
I asked to go back in time
Bring back the dead
And kill him again
//
Her price
Is still being paid
//
Death comes back to visit every funeral I’m forced to make
She watches me live my life digging graves
//
She kisses my temple, so lovingly, so endearingly
She whispers in a voice of unholy,
Ironic lust
My darling, you’re free
Isn’t this what you wanted?
Thank you for sharing this in such a beautiful way,
And I think angels are listening
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