“You never open up to me”
I feel
the addictive pull to end up comforting you when
it’s what I wanted in that moment
and my deep-seated fears leave
You
feeling insecure
and we talk about it days later
I feel
like I can’t talk to
You
say “I’m sorry I’ll do better” this week
it’s “I feel like I’m always blaming myself”
You
want to be closer, “I just want to know
You.”
Me.
You
love me, so hard, and still,
I
cannot breathe
falling apart in the waterworks
You
disintegrate under
tears, an emblem that we’re close
You
say my tears make
You
feel secure
I
think I just need
some space
Lucifer’s Halo 
my jaw dropped at the title and I couldn’t pick it back up… (the tags you used too are so real) you encapsulate this feeling so perfectly ❤ excuse me while I go stare at the wall for a minute
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Everyone needs a good stare once in a while ❤
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